Dividing Heaven and Earth

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ThIs MaYbE mY lAsT bLoG fOr A wHiLe, CoZ i'M gOnNa CoNcEnTrAtE fOr My StUdIeS FoR a WhIlE bUt WhEn I gEt BaCk, EvErYtHiNg WiLl Be DiFfErEnT, HeHe...RoCk On!!

BuT I'Ll TrY tO pOsT wHeN i'M fReE

totally bum

haii..for the first time in my life..ngyn ko ndi aapreciate ng husto ang hindi pag pasok sa eskwelahan...

well, maybe i still cherish my college life while i'm still a freshman...and maybe i'll enjoy more when i'm in later part of my college life...

so what will i write? hmmm?!?! oh i now...

at the valentines day, i got my chicken pox...i thought i was safe from having a chicken pox...but my doctor said that it can't be avoided especially when it is in season...

so...there...

damn! i miss already my friends!! especially my close friends!! shar and steph my ever supporting friends who always listens to me...aww...i miss them anna and sarang these are my friends that i really love to talk when i don't have anything to do... debbie and geca these girls totally rock!!damn..i really miss the times when we were together having fun, talking everything under the sun together with a stickfull of fishballs the Girboys [doni, ralph n mj] hehe, my ever funny, laugh trip, side trip, joy ride friends!btw, we are loyal to each other, the code of Girboyd dio this guy is the one we really love "kilatisin ng kung anu-ano", parati naming kinukulit itong taong toh eg, mogz n ken the 3 stooges


well, i gonna be back on monday hopefully...i think i really have a lot of catching up to do! waahh...i'll be busy again, finally!!







every calling is great when greatly pursued

have u ever felt that ur lonely? sad? or want to cry all of a sudden without any reason at all?

have u ever felt that you should just die and let everyone cry?

have u ever prayed to the Lord that He should get you right now becuase u dont want to live anymore?

have you ever felt that you dont have any friends but you just dont know that they are there right beside you?
or ever felt that no ones loves you any more?

have u ever felt that you're a big loser?

have you ever felt giving up everything?

have you ever felt that way?


well, i do..sometimes..i'm not being paranoid here, but its just the way i am...

i have a vulnerable heart..
scared to loose my loved ones..especially to those who built a strong and close bond with me...
sometimes i tend to give up easily, but my friends wont let me..they give their full support for me...


but have u ever felt when you know you love this person and you thought you were getting along with then trying to court that person and you've been denied or someone spoiled it for you?

well, what ya think?.....







you love me but you
dont know who i am

how many people should die?

my friend lost her father this morning...tears rolled down their chicks, a stabbed heart right in the center they got, an irony of love which the day of hearts draws near and yet their loved one departed unexpectedly...

this incident can't be avoided... death brings lives apart...death could be everywhere...death maybe in our home, our room, in our car....no one knows...no one knows when thy God wants these people back...







a side story...
why should you drop your dreams for your friend? i know that this might be confusing...even though this dream is the one you've been living everyday? if i was in her shoes and let my friends drop their dreams for me?! no way! i won't let them ruin their lives just for me...i know each and everyone would do the same if it is necessary...but hey! you put you life into it! every blood and sweat, every sleepless nights you spend...
where this will come to in the end?!?! i'm not against any of it, and i'm not mad at you either...its just that....


its just that, im confused....but one thing's for sure...
i'll give all my best to win this competition...this is for you, your father and my friends!!














life's challenges are not supposed
to paralyze you, they're supposed to
help you discover who you are.